Archive for March, 2007

Now

March 31, 2007

Now is the time for all good men to come to the aid of their country. 

Emory
University called me up today – what the fuck do they want?  Should I ask for Jimmy, or Ken.

 

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March 31, 2007

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The time has come to do something about this post.  The one below is edited and annotated.  The pain is worse.  So much so that the position here must be “Stop The War.”  Because society sucks, and we don’t need organized people dying to spread it around.  Now I’d like to remain pro-Israel because of loyalty.  In fact I’m thinking that they should nuke
Tehran.  Maybe.  If I could be persuaded that this is not a war crime, I will be more vociferous about it.  In general there seems to be a way of thinking that
U.S. presence in the
Middle East is necessary, like a finger in the dike.  If the
U.S. pulls out, who gets all the oil?  How does this affect the world oil market, and what would be the state of anti-Israel activities?  I don’t believe a regional conflagration along ethnic lines i.e. Muslim Civil war will affect oil supplies, and if they kill each other off, the better off we will be.  Maybe the present Iraqi government will hold.

            Otherwise, who cares?  I’m being tortured and tormented just about every day.  It’s the Mafia, CIA, FBI, Neo-Nazi’s or some such evil cabal and I’m having a difficult time fighting back in any way. 

P.S.  Today I got a call from

Emory
University.  Thank You.  Save.

Temp

March 11, 2007

Temporary Blog Post I am suffering in physical pain, and to use a boxing term, it is below the belt.  There is no reasonable explanation for this other than the fact that forces of evil have conspired to hurt me.  It could be the Neo-Nazi’s.  It could be the …Mafia.  

This has been edited, because when I see a blue and white flag, or one red, white and green, I don’t want to feel disgust for whole nations of peoples.

  Balls – this is a sports term.  It is illegal in boxing to hit the opponent in the Balls, below the belt.  This is not boxing.  It is not a game.  It could be the CIA.  In the past I have stood up to say Bush should be impeached.    I have been quiet about it lately, and for example I was under whelmed by King Abdulah’s appearance on PBS news.  The PBS news guy is a Marine. This could be a social danger.

 

 Gwen Ifil is not that great at her job. 

I am reminded that all these guys have to do is read news written with a lot of help, IF they can get it right.

Ray Suarez is OK, but scared me when he was hawking his book.  Kwami Homan is tops – he delivers consistently.  Margaret Warner is the best.  She is the right hand man, the go to person, including in remote locals (the go get ‘em person.)  I’m hoping they don’t crowd her out with Judy Woodruff, who’s OK so far. These things are removed from my reality, as the pain and loneliness force my short attention span.  You know, I’ve been hurt.  This lady (the one to whom I addressed the email two posts ago,) narced on me as if I made a mistake.  We spent so much time talking about peer compatriot support, and she turns me in to our supervisor.  She thinks she can be a prude, like the right wing Christian evangelical conservatives.  Or is she like those who run the prostitutes, jacking the price up with their repression?  There is so much corporate plastic expense account prostitution, I believe, and I would not care about it if it did not affect me.  I want a girlfriend, and in this economy I have nothing.  This one I wrote the email to, I’d quote The Wizard of OZ, “Are you a good witch, or a bad witch?” but I have an opinion.  I’d quote Shakespeare, “Methinks thou dost protest too much.” I’ve got this other pain and this deck of tarot cards I don’t know what to do with.  I don’t think they like it. Also, I have not written to these lady bloggers yet.  This would secondarily be an attempt to increase my readership.  Also, hey, send money.

PBS Real Player

March 2, 2007

                                                3/2/07PBS Real Player          Alert!  There are problems with my Real Player, so I cannot access PBS TV news.  I view this as an assault by the powers-that-be to deny me news information.  This could be coming to you if we do not something about it.  Conspiracy.  I pay my monthly cable bill.  Alert!!

HUMANE SCHLEPPING

March 1, 2007

HUMANE SCHLEPPING                                                2/28/07Dear Nxxxx,          I’m thinking of joining that group – I found it on yahoo groups and it looks interesting like maybe I should help.  I am paranoid so I did not do it at first.          Thank you for talking to me, I think, if I can trust you.  Please let me know.Right now I’m in pain and can barely think, if at all.  It seems like evil is after me.  Maybe they’re mad at me because I said, “There’s hookers at the JCC.”            It’s true.          I’m in such pain below the belt.  That is a boxing term that is anatomically accurate.  It seems like my things are poison – it could be the coffee, or the artificial sweetener, or the hot chocolate mix.          You know I didn’t want to make a big deal about it, but if the women are unfriendly there, I don’t think I should have to put up with their coughs and their dirty looks.  And this poison pain.  Maybe those two guys at the corner table tonight had something to do with it.          My looks are not mean, and if I want to watch these hard bodies work out I’m gonna.  And I’m going to eat bacon cheeseburgers because even many Jewish people don’t keep Kosher.          And I don’t think my Kabbala rabbi is being that nice to me.          And I’m trying.  I brought that “action alert” to the dinner, the one about the soldiers.  And I still say that soldiers by definition are not kind, caring, and loving.  I think this is fundamental about life, how the world works.          And how about this delusion.  I think maybe my kid could be the messiah.  I don’t want to put pressure on you sexually.  I do think I have a right to a girlfriend, but it does not have to be you because you are unavailable.  I think a friend like you could be a very important part of my life.          And
Israel should not have used those cluster bombs in
Lebanon.  I’m trying to help, but sometimes it’s difficult.  There cannot be peace because of Right wing extremists in
Israel.  And the Arabs are all messed up too.  They are all messed up.
          And I don’t know if I can send this, because it may look stupid.  I tell people, I like the phone or in person, but this email looks stupid for years.          And here’s another thing.  One of my favorite sayings is make love, not war.  I think the country is not having enough sex, and that the headlines, the waste-of-time first and main news story of every day, the war in
Iraq is SADISTIC.  And we still get served up these homosexual SPORTS like we are supposed to care about the Super Bowl.
          If you want to talk about this stuff, we can, because it may seem pretty wild but actually it’s pretty well developed thought, I think.  It is that I am in pain and can barely think and I am angry at these evil people who are doing these things to me.          I also wanted to get out a thank you to you because you were generous to me.I don’t think I can send this.  Maybe sleep on it. But it’s three a.m. and I’m wide awake because of pain and I drank a pot of poison coffee.          The pain is continuing, and I can’t read.  I’m beginning to feel more guilty that I did not ask you to be the mother of my child.  If you can help with this Messiah thing, please let me know.              P.S.  11 p.m  – You know I think I’m fighting evil.  I’m in worse pain again.  About this Messiah thing, I think every man should be hopeful about his progeny – a good cause, you know.  Some of these things are related to my basic beliefs, however wild or mundane.                                                 Your friend,                                                7net